Gabby & Adrian: New Baby
I have been very emotional lately when it comes to babies. Matt and I have 1 new niece, 2 new nephews, and anytime we go visit family we get to spend time holding them in our arms and looking at their little faces.
I have mixed feelings when it comes to having children. I can't want to be a mom and I look forward to that time when it comes, but I also love my life the way it is now...with just me and Matt. We can do anything, go anywhere, make mistakes with jobs and trips because we don't have anyone else to account for. I am also deathly afraid to go through pregnancy and labor...just thinking about it makes my heart race!
On the other hand, I'm getting older and kids have not been in the cards for me yet by no choice of my own. I kinda wish that it would just happen so I wouldn't have to make any decisions about it. Unfortunately, that will not happen, so I am stuck in a weird middle spot. I mean, when do you decide to start really trying? When do you make the decision to adopt? I have no idea!
Ok, I'm done ranting...while editing Gabby & Adrian's photos, I was simply in awe about children and families. Babies are so beautiful and so perfect. The love between a husband and wife seems to expand in ways you can never imagine when a baby comes into the world. I saw a glimpse of this with Adrian and Gabby, and I am so grateful they asked me to document this love.
I have mixed feelings when it comes to having children. I can't want to be a mom and I look forward to that time when it comes, but I also love my life the way it is now...with just me and Matt. We can do anything, go anywhere, make mistakes with jobs and trips because we don't have anyone else to account for. I am also deathly afraid to go through pregnancy and labor...just thinking about it makes my heart race!
On the other hand, I'm getting older and kids have not been in the cards for me yet by no choice of my own. I kinda wish that it would just happen so I wouldn't have to make any decisions about it. Unfortunately, that will not happen, so I am stuck in a weird middle spot. I mean, when do you decide to start really trying? When do you make the decision to adopt? I have no idea!
Ok, I'm done ranting...while editing Gabby & Adrian's photos, I was simply in awe about children and families. Babies are so beautiful and so perfect. The love between a husband and wife seems to expand in ways you can never imagine when a baby comes into the world. I saw a glimpse of this with Adrian and Gabby, and I am so grateful they asked me to document this love.
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